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I don’t want you people to think that I’m so full of myself but, this is the best way that i could possibly explain or express myself.

I know that I did welcome you with friendship…then, i suddenly stopped communicating with you. I don’t know where to start…maybe because human nature is the most hardest thing to explain in this world. I’ve been so unpredictable, i always sounded like i was glad… Let’s stop beating behind the bush, you showed me that you had a different intention and you want something more than friendship. I’m so sorry, that’s the reason why i stopped talking to you guys. I’m sorry, it’s been a long time since i had a relationship and i can very well say that this is not the type of friendship that i want. I’ve been trying so hard to keep myself away from it, for reasons that maybe no other person could ever comprehend.

The reason that i welcomed you into my life was because i thought one of you could change my not wanting something more than friendship..maybe i spoke too soon because, i can’t stand the thought of it…of being back there again. So, if you want something more than what i know is the only thing i can give you. The word farewell and thank you is always there..

Sorry…